Saturday, March 7, 2009

apathy

I feel like I’m going through the motions. I do just enough to keep my body functioning and not to arouse concern or suspicion in those around me. Nothing seems to invoke any sort of emotion or even response from me. I should be disturbed at that or at least a little troubled. Yet I can’t even muster that.

1 comment:

rupertboozehound said...

"I'm so bored. Everything seems so dull.
I feel like I'm going through the motions."
http://scarletdressed.livejournal.com/49274.html

"i feel like i'm going through the motions right now. i dont' know why. i don't know what's wrong with me. i just feel....numb."
http://notchnurbedpost.livejournal.com/12336.html

"i feel like a shell, empty and void of anything important. i feel like i'm going through the motions without really making an effort."
http://asalter.livejournal.com/144669.html

"i'm becoming more and more internal every day. and i feel like i'm going through the motions. am i just creating problems for myself? what do i need to focus my attention on?"
http://insomniac-spree.livejournal.com/25453.html

It's hard being a teenager. But you grow out of it. If you want something real to feel terrible about, go read about Japanese war crimes and think about how empty people felt when their organs were cut out of them.